Omg I don't know how I am going to make it today. I have the worst headache and I am sooooo tired I'm about ready to fall asleep in my chair...Hopefully the day will go by fast so I can go home and go to bed. Hopefully I will have enough work to keep me busy all day otherwise today is going to suck. Hopefully this pepsi will wake me up enough to function...a lot of hoping today...one of them has to come true right? Lets do some more hoping just in case.....

Hopefully:...

...I don't get sick along with everyone else.

...It will be warm today because i'm sick of the cold.

...Christy will come in today so I can at least have company if I do get bored.

...My headache will go away.

...Its not loud at the house when I get home so I can sleep.

...(some other things I don't want to mention to the whole world lol)

and last of all Hopefully that is enough things for at least one thing in my day to go right.

DYM!!!....(aka Dang You MONDAY!!!)

Not so yay for mondays....and yes I made that up lol. Just so it would match my last post hahaha. Yeah I'm pretty much bored at work with nothing to do. Got 4 hours left....man time is going slow today. I miss Ricky. He went camping without me so I had to sleep by myself...Though I did hardly any sleeping. I kept waking up in the middle of the night thinking he would be there but when I looked I was sadly mistaken. I got maybe 3 hours of sleep...if that. Which only seems to make this day drag on longer than it already is. I just realized I have a book! Whoo hooo something to do lol. Okay well this is just a whole lot of nothing...bye.

TGIF!!!

YAY FOR FRIDAYS!! And just by putting the TGIF as the title....made me want to go to TGI Fridays....mmmmm.......Not too much going on at the moment....but my brother is coming up from Cedar City today for the weekend!! YAY!! Gonna do some movie makin and all sorts of fun stuff. Hehehe...Maybe get out the megaphone!! Do some wal-mart parking lot shouts. Hahaha....good stuff. Note to self : Bring the video camera!! Lol.

Hmm..

So I'm just sitting here...being bored at work. Reading ''The Host" and I'm liking it so far. Its keeping me interested and making me egar to find out what happens next. I'm going to get a lot of reading done here. I'm going to be stocking up on books and borrowing what I can to keep me occupied. So, yet again, nothing interesting. Are you suprised? I think not.

Boom!

So here I am sitting at work readin a book and all of a sudden....BOOOM!!! What the crap? For a second I thought it was Dave and Matt blowing stuff up but then I see everyone go outside to see what happened. Even Dave and Matt. Still don't know what it was but right then it made the internet go out and we had to reset it. Wow that scared me.

Ugh...

Just sitting here at home on this nice sunday. Its actually been a really nice day. Warm. I wanted to go do something with Ricky today. Nope. Originally we had planned to but then plans changed. So now I sit here home alone with nothing to do and nobody to play with. I love that I get to stay home and do nothing while everyone else goes out to have fun (<---Sarcastic). *Sigh...* I'm getting really sick of being ditched all the time.

Ricks grandma is really depressing to be around. She is living with his mom and she doesn't like it there because "these people don't even have a garden." She says things like, ''sometimes I just get fed up with living.'' And because she is losing her memory she repeats these things over and over. I just don't know what to say to someone who says things like that. I don't know what to say to anyone anymore.

I have issues with people. For some reason or another people just feel like they have to make me feel like i'm worthless. Make me feel unwanted and stupid. They feel like they can walk all over me and make me do whatever they feel like and I will just take it and all is well for them. And I admit I do just take it a lot of the time. I think I have a sign stapled to my forehead that says ''doormat.'' I guess I just have that kind of personality. Anyone want to trade?

Blah blah blah!

Yeah....so.....I went to the mall today. Got a card game. Played it once. The end.